Two Poems

Poetry
Marchell Dyon


Photo of a moonrise over lake. The moon is slightly to the right of center. The sky is scattered with stars. The blue of the sky deepens and the stars become more visible farther away from the moonglow. Moon and star light reflects off the lake's dark surface. The lake is surrounded by low, foliage-covered hills that are mostly in shadow. Behind them, in the distance, are taller craggy mountains.

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Mirror, Mirror

By the pond near the fairytale where she lived
She fell in love with her reflection

Like the flower that considers the water
Her reflection a rippling mirror

She agreed with her reflection
That she was pretty, more than average

From behind a film of mist the moon appeared
Its cheeks blushed with the color of Mars

Like the fabled queen, she asked her reflection
Who was most beautiful, she or the moon?

Her reflection replied: you of course.
She stares again at both reflections as they rippled

Shimmering side by side on the water
She did not care that her reflection lied.

 

The Goddess speaks for herself

I am mother to womankind
I am full of purpose
Of tears born

I have abandon the house of my father
Faraway from the mansions of angels
Into the night sky
I am that beacon of light

My complexion is the color of milk
Before the world forever I shine
And at a distance I stand

Mankind has learned to walk my craters
Still to mankind I remain a mystery

The goddess of emotions
Watch as I wax and wane the night away

I am company for those lonely
Those who must finish their lives in solitude
For I too must travel this world alone

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Marchell Dyon is a poetry enthusiast. She enjoys reading poetry wherever she can find it. Once she was nominated for the best of the net prize for her poem. She continues to write in Chicago IL. She can also be founded on Twitter @DyonMarchell

Four Poems

Baker’s Pick
Marchell Dyon


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Tiny Dancer

She dances…
Like all ugly ducklings do.
After, finally, discovering she is indeed a swan…

She dances…
With her daydreams.
Here metal never chimes—

Her leg braces the link of chains and
Hinges will never
Weigh enough to hold her down.

She dances…
In daylight to California rock she sways—
Watch her dance while sunlight glistens her room.

She rounds again, her many phantom partners.
A chair-bound Ginger Rogers,
Popping wheelies, turning angles,

This wheelchair is not a defeat.
These four wheels are a part of her magic.
This chair

With rainbows streamers is
A thing of beauty
As art is the faith of doing.
All her moves are holy:
All are sacred rhythms.
She sways to the bass section—

Her fingers draw a guitar from air—
While she bangs and grooves
Her head as much as her body would allow,

Like footprints on the tile floor
Her wheelchair makes step impressions.
Her soul has choreographed,

Every movement
Like an appendage the music and she
Become one pulse.

One electric nerve.
A lightning sharp as each of her senses.
Never are her movements dull or in vain.

Never are these movements without metric feet.
A harmonious dance of metal and skin, pure poetry!

 

The Guitar

He named the guitar Maria.
Upon her body,
He caresses each chord.
Like long-lost lovers untied
Once more in the dark.

Behind a locked door she occupies
A space.
On tall fragrant lit candles
Her ghost shadows, on all four walls
Her torso dances.

She twirls her skirts high above her thighs…
In rainbows of chiffon
Heels clapping,
She breathes through walls.
In waves of wild raw and ravenous chords

She echoes when finished a cool Cuban smoke.
That takes him farther away from me.
Far from the kiddy carpools and the mortgages
Back to tequila sunset
And cabana nights

Back to the beach where he roamed.
Where he found the girl with perkier breasts
The one he made love to all day on the sand.
As he tanned, eclipsed in blankets of ebony hair
Under a then-jealous sun.

 

Two Left Feet

The measure of the dance has
Never been with me.
The rhythm of body language
The curve speech like

Red polished fingernails.
The sway of hips
Like a Victorian fan singling seduction.
Only the sway of hormones

Caught me.
Through a sorted pique of feelings
A funnel cloud of emotions
Breaking and turning dancing sideways

Up and down.
Many tap dance romances surround me
Down these high school halls
Everyone is coupled up.

Everyone knows how to dance
Everyone but me.
My two left feet trip up
The interest of willing to try.

He tries to square dance pass
My naive awkwardness
I step on his toes too many times.
He walks to

The locker next to mine.
To a girl that
Knows
How to bat her eyes.

In my sad soliloquy
I am a grieving prima ballerina
At my first recital, tutu feathers thinning,
Glass in my slipper, singing the blues.

 

Eurydice’s Ghost

I electric slide through mediums
My eyes light up like disco balls
My eyes even sparkle in deep shadows

My voice of rhyme—mirrors that of poets
Listen as I smite
The sea with the colors of thunder

While my laughter becomes one,
With the phases of the moon
Hear me, singers

Melody makers—dancers before the flame.
Turn kings into beggars begging for the smooth moves
Of urban urchins.

Make proud queens envy us,
We, who can lift our skirts swinging them high—
Till all can see our embroidered thighs

Make the priest and all the holy rollers tap-
dance into the underworld and
The choirs of Orpheus sing.

And the great doors of Hades open; let those freed, and those still.
Be charmed to climb out of darkness into daylight.
But speak not a word or try to see my face.

Like smoke,
I will ghost away into the wind—
Leaving all without

The musings of a gypsy woman’s hips
Watch as she gyrates to deafening guitar chords
She invites all—

To step into the fire
Dancers become one with flames
But when the melody of this moment ends

The gypsy woman wanders away
Lite as a feather—
Into the crowd

So too, am I.

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Marchell Dyon is a survivor of both schizophrenia and bipolar disorder. She has published in many magazines over the last twelve years. She has been nominated for the Best of the Net prize as well as winning the 2012 Romancing the Craft award from Torrid Lit Journal. She has taken many workshops; she has worked hard to improve her education within the craft of poetry. With stars in her eyes and a deep-rooted imagination she continues to write in Chicago, IL. Email: marchelldyon[at]yahoo.com

Three Poems

Poetry
Marchell Dyon


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The Winter House

All the stars are frozen
The town crier blows heated air from
His lungs into his frostbitten fingers

Shaking them as if somehow
Freeing his fingers from the cold
He cries winter is approaching all is well

Even in their slumbering heat
Bodies press together not out of love
But out of necessity

Even in dreams they hear him wail
Through the night snuggled in their false security
The last log burns maxing out its warmth

There’s only the distance of their bodies
There are only inches of cotton blend between their naked selves
They will not share, separate blankets now,

Soon separate beds across town
One in the sight of the town crier
The other only in earshot

News about the winter house travels faster than light
Other ears like deer perk up so soft and so velvet
To catch snippets of sound, listening for cold words shouted

Ringing like church bells
Before the silence
Without prayers, they climb into bed,

They are past redeeming
Their anger bathes in silver shadows
Shadows glistening like tinsel

Time moves in and out
So, does the snow

 

The Winter Train

Always, she imagines how she would go
Tonight, this thought came to her
Swifter than other nights

The thought that she should leave him
She saw herself mentally writing
Her escape letter

Her letter would simply read leaving,
No more black eyes, forever gone, Jill,

She would then pass unafraid on the winter train
Dazing up at the moon, watching trees bare white

Happy to count the stars,
Happy to see them twinkle deep in the night sky
Happy just to be rid of him
Happy to be free

To watch
The snow falls like she does now

For now, she will be better
Next time,
She will be quicker, more agile in her steps

She mumbles this frozen prayer on the wind.
She believes this as she turns
Her frosty key into the front door lock.

She will continue to try to make herself invisible
As not to enrage his heated fists.
Fists he had promised to keep frozen
Time and time again never to thaw

Here again in this prison she called home
She knows now she haven’t yet
The strength to leave him

Her thoughts of leaving on the winter train
Keeps her warm at night, keeps her sane,
Keeps her alive…

So, another winter, she will dream of leaving
Till her heart and mind tells her it’s time to go
On nights like these

Still she imagines herself moving fast in slow motion
inching passes rooftops
Sugared with just enough frost, just enough snow.

 

Clocks

She watches
As I wind the figurative and literal clocks
Time to us is precious
Years are blessings
But some days aren’t always miracles.

She breathes with every second
Her heartbeat is like a stopwatch rhythm fading
Her breath is a cold smoke rising in the air
Mother and daughter now life companions

As for the clocks, I wind them tight
To get us through the night
In her voice frosty as hinges
She chimes many thanks to me
I answer her by covering her chilled feet
Again, with her electric blanket

There aren’t many hours left to my gray companion
I savor these moments
Before all clocks stop

And I’m left alone
With only the companionship of silence

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Marchell Dyon is a poetry enthusiast. She enjoys reading poetry wherever she can find it. Once she was nominated for the best of the net prize for her poem “As I Stand by My Window Dreaming of Falling.” Her most recent publications are Toasted Cheese Lit Journal, Trouvaille Review and Medusa’s Kitchen. She has constantly developed her craft despite having both schizophrenia and bipolar disorders. She continues to write in Chicago IL. Email: marchelldyon[at]yahoo.com

Three Poems

Poetry
Marchell Dyon


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Black Women Sing Too Of Cages

We too howl against the rattle of time
We too rage our tattered wings against the bars
We see the length of years stretch before you
We see the gray math twinkling in
Only inches of sun

We too have spilled tears of rage
Until the tears that burned us cools our sweat
We know of thoughts of suicide, a rainbow engulfed
We live a life of high potential wasted

Yes!
We know the choices of no choice
We understand the self-pity and self-denial
We wish for the magic to rise out
From under despair

You tell us to wait with our chins up
You tell us you’ll be home soon
You tell us stories, and you spin your yarn
You ask us to hold on to air

We let you fill our heads with dreams
Still, we work
Alone we raise your children
We stand on blisters

Waiting… waiting… waiting…

In anger, you say women have it easy
You say girls don’t struggle, growing up isn’t hard
Remember now, whose left with the responsibility

When you decide to slang or pick up the gun
Try being women raising
Our children on a minimum wage

Try being blamed for everything as the day is long
Try having to explain your prison term to our son

 

A Black Woman’s Thunder Song

I am the red bird striking
The sky with lightning
My wings bellow like tornadoes

My words are powerful
My words can blow down your house
From my words there’s no shelter

That can prevent me entry
Boom, boom, boom,
I rock your complacency

Re-cord me
My words have a different meaning
Played backwards

My words are never at peace
There is always another war
Another march to rally for

Even if you pretend you don’t have ears
You hear me
You see me

I paint myself red
Even if you count to ten
The flash bomb of my words will blind your eyes

As thunder split the heavens
Rest assured my voice will make its mark
So, shut yourself in and pretend

With your heads in the clouds
Till the storm rolls and awake you
With the sounds

I will not sit silently at society’s
Fruitless table
I will shout my right to order

To make myself heard,
Never will my voice be disabled
Never will I be the dark girl seated but, in the corner,

My stride with lightning will light places
My electric footprints will fill the air
Like thunderstorms my voice leaves traces

My echoes you will remember
I was there and I shook the bars
I was a contender

 

Black Woman, Cool Down

When my anger flares
Is it my blood pressure you wish to ensnare?
See the ice defrost from my lips

See it hone my vocabulary to something sweet
I claim each new moment like a pearl
Found and dived for under an ocean of pain

I hold my breath, I swim
Through the muck like I have gills
I refresh myself by sheer will

I often smooth the conversation
With nothing more to say I leave the room
In the air is the scent of flowers

I remain cool for a few hours
Not that I’m always a hot head
Brimstone
A flint attitude of fire

I just like to sleep well
When I retire
Not that I have joined your point of view
Being that angry black woman all the time
Babe, I have better things to do

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Marchell Dyon is a poetry enthusiast. She enjoys reading poetry wherever she can find it. Once she was nominated for the Best of the Net prize for her poem “As I Stand by My Window Dreaming of Falling.” Her most recent publications are Toasted Cheese and Medusa’s Kitchen. She has taken many poetry workshops; her education and thirst to improve her craft have constantly developed, despite having both schizophrenia and bipolar disorders. She continues to live and write in Chicago. Email: marchelldyon[at]yahoo.com

Reading the Bones

Poetry
Marchell Dyon


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She said open your hands
When you did
Her black hands held your dark palms

She began to trace the lines
Every stitch of DNA in your hands
She tells you to flexed your fingers

She tells you,
To hold your fingers straight like a ruler
You watch as she reads the bones

She tells you more than a gypsy’s fortune can
That these are not lines in your hands
It’s your life tree

Branches connecting you to your history
The lives lived before your time
This is your life tree

She said branching out into your existence
Through this life and into the stars of the next
These are your life lines

Roads bending and cross with few dead ends
She considers your hand like a pool of water
A watery veil of knowledge raining down from heaven

“Look!” she assures you, “your lines are long
Your gray hairs will be many
Before your soul spirits away from this world.”

You look to your hands, your eyes all glassy
dancing with wonder, dreaming out loud,
envisioning for one long moment that maybe she is right.

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Marchell Dyon is a disabled poet. She believes her disability has inspired her creative spark. Her poetry has been published in Toasted Cheese Literary Journal, Full of Crow Poetry Magazine, and Rainbow Rose Ezine, Blue Lake Review, A Little Poetry, Medusa’s Kitchen, The Stray Branch, Strange Horizons, Mused Bella Online, Convergence Literary Journal, Silver Blade Magazine and Torrid Literature Journal. She is from Chicago, IL. Email: marchelldyon[at]yahoo.com

 

The Curse

Poetry
Marchell Dyon


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In her prehistoric thinking if no one stoned her
She would throw herself against the rocks
From her arriving spring into the night

She ran away from the moon’s light hunting her every step
She wanted to remain as she was
She did not believe in the evolution of womankind

She wanted her chest not to sprout and flower
She wanted the red wetness between her thighs to stop
You are a woman now, was all the advice

Her grandmother gave with a smile
No more make-believe but woman’s work
No more dolls but babies at your breast

Her older sister had warned her about the curse
Seven times Cain, said her older sister
She looks back at the moon calling her

She tried to shut her ears to the sweet lull of the moon
She knew she could not stay forever hidden from the goddess
But she was determined to try

pencilMarchell Dyon is a disabled poet and budding storyteller. She believes her disability has inspired her creative spark. Her poetry has been published in Toasted Cheese Literary Journal, Full of Crow Poetry Magazine, Rainbow Rose Ezine, Blue Lake Review, A Little Poetry, Medusa’s Kitchen, The Stray Branch, Strange Horizons, Mused Bella Online, Convergence Literary Journal, Silver Blade Magazine and Torrid Literature Journal. She is from Chicago, IL. Email: marchelldyon[at]yahoo.com

As I stand by my window dreaming of falling

Poetry
Marchell Dyon


The Moon Window
Photo Credit: Derek Gavey

Sometimes I wish I could be as vacant from emotions as the moon.
To be just another spirit free to wander,
Behind the fog like the moon is tonight almost too pale to be seen.

Never needing anyone
Never needing hands

I could be seen from the earth falling not like an angel,
But like a star with silver afterburn leaving glitter across the sky.
If I could be like the stars forever shining through the darkness,

Never needing anyone
Never needing hands

As I stand by my window dreaming of falling.
A cool breeze sweeps me and wakes me from my self-impose trance.
I want to be like the moon and the stars feeling only my own soft light.

Never needing anyone
Never needing hands

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Marchell Dyon is from Chicago. Her poem titled “Concrete Love” was published in Toasted Cheese in 2012. Since then her poetry has been accepted and/or published in Full of Crow Poetry Magazine, The Rainbow Rose Ezine, Blue Lake Review, The Stray Branch, and Strange Horizons. She has also won the Torrid Literature’s First Annual Romancing the Craft Award for 2012. Email: marchelldyon[at]yahoo.com

Concrete Love

Beaver’s Pick
Marchell Dyon Jefferson


I love NY & the Hand I'm Holding
Photo Credit: Jason L. Parks

I laugh at words. My mouth is open all the time. As I pass streets, not swell with petals, below a hazy city sun. When my face isn’t press to yours, I see a carnival of oil slick traffic kaleidoscopes. My vision blurs between bakery smells and armpit avenues that make my nose flare; on a very public bus, we get stares. A fat woman with her eyes dares us to stop what we’re doing, but like everyone else; she stares only long enough then leaves us alone. What a pair we are; a likely Romeo and Juliet and not like them at all. Our ebony faces defiant, making out in back seats. We are, all rev up in each tango taste, till saliva, melts away the tongue.

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Marchell Dyon is from Chicago, IL. She has taken various poetry workshops; she is eternally addicted to audio books. She is currently working on her first chapbook. Her work has appeared in Ouroboros Review, West Ward Quarterly, Lily Review, and Corner Club Press. Email: marchelldyon[at]yahoo.com